again and again

looks like i'm starting yet again.

Head first on the track into something great, now a carpet pulled from under me. I've been completely motivated lately with multiple projects, recording a few songs, getting together a press package, starting a new band...and then suddenly out of the blue, within not but a few hours..SMACK gone.

I've lived in Nashville a year now, and every time i seem to get back my inspiration, it all disintegrates into tiny little pieces. Am I supposed to write an album of continual sadness and angst! I would hope not. I"m hoping for an inspired spree of euphoria...

All I know for now..i'm pushing. Hoping that with each push a new stepping stone is overcome...

till tomorrow.